两个梦

我做过两个可怕的梦，至今记忆犹新。

那是一个封闭的房间。没有窗子，天棚上挂着灯，雪亮的光射下来。房子正中央，有一张高高的床，床上铺着黑色的单子。除此，再没有什么了。

我看不出这房间的功能。有一个微胖的人站在床边，他穿着大褂，戴着口罩。那大褂和口罩都是黑色的，他笑吟吟地瞅着我。我能看出来，他营养不错，而且受过很好的教育。我的家很穷，我长到18岁，从来没有吃过早饭。而且，我没有读过大学，甚至连初二都没有读完，没有人瞧得起我。因此，我一见到他，就觉得我和他不是一路人。

虽然，他笑得平易近人，但我还是觉得这房间似乎有点危险。我伸长鼻子嗅了嗅，闻到一股来苏尔消毒液的味道。我觉得，这应该是医院的一个什么治疗室。可是，我接着又闻到了一股血腥气。

我抖了一下。洒来苏尔的地方，肯定有血的气味。我放下心来，一步步走进去。穿大褂的人还在笑吟吟地瞅着我，我的头发突然竖了起来──我发现，这个人身后没有影子！

我回头看了看，后面竟然是一面墙，原来那门是一个圈套。我回过头，像绵羊一樣看着他。

“你跑什么？”他的嘴在口罩后面说。

“你怎么……没有影子？”

“这是手术室。”他指了指头上，笑笑地说，“这是无影灯。”

我似乎有点相信他了，低下头，我看了看自己的脚下，内心又一次充满了恐惧──他在说谎！我有影子啊！

这时候，他也看见了我的影子，突然惊骇地瞪大了眼睛，尖叫起来：“你有影子！”

灯突然一下全灭了──我从明亮的梦中跌落，摔在了现实的黑暗中，这时是午夜。

我奶奶死的时候，我还小，系着鲜艳的红领巾，在绝伦帝小镇读小学。

我只见过我奶奶三面，她改嫁跟一个老头过日子，那老头跟我没有任何关系。她住在一个叫20号的无名村子里，离绝伦帝小镇大约30里路。

最早，她跟我妈两个人闹别扭，后来，芥蒂越来越大，她对我爸也有了仇怨。奶奶给我的印象就是缄默地坐在炕上，抽烟袋，长长的烟袋。一股烟油子味呛鼻子。

她快70岁了，头发依然很黑，没有一根白发。她穿着黑色的棉袄、棉裤，还有黑色的鞋子。只有一张脸和两只手是苍白的……对于我来说，我的生活是彩色的，她的生活是黑白的──就像她那唯一的一张相片。

那是一张黑白遗像，10寸见方，挂在我家堂屋的中央。奶奶穿着黑袄裤，定定地看着我。每次我放学回家，看到她的眼神都感到不舒服。

听说，她临死的时候，还在生我妈的气，只为了一件衣服。一件紫色的对襟袄，是我爸进城办事，回来时给我妈买的，39块钱。当时，我奶奶正巧在我家，她就生气了，对我爸说：“自打你参加工作，就没有给我买过一件衣服！”

人老了，有时候就像小孩一样不讲理。我爸有点不耐烦地说：“等我下次进城一定给你挑一件。”

我奶奶把头一扭，眼睛恨恨地盯着雪白的墙，不说一句话，一口接一口地抽烟袋。没等我爸再进城，她就死了，死在了那个跟我没有任何关系的老头怀里。她是半夜咽的气。

有一天早上，我妈突然叫起来，她说那件紫色的对襟袄不见了。她东翻西找，终于没找到，她急着去上班，赌气地走了。家里只剩下我一个5岁的孩子，坐在门槛上晒太阳。偶尔一回头，看见了阴森森的堂屋里我奶奶的那张遗像。我打了个冷战，那张遗像突然变成彩色的了！

准确地说，她的脸还是黑白的，只是，照片中的她竟然换上了那件紫色的对襟袄！她定定地看着我，我傻傻地看着她。我想跑，可是院门锁着。我把堂屋的门关上，走到院子里的榆树下，坐下来，静静地想，我奶奶怎么穿上了我妈的衣服。

以上不是梦。因为后来我在暖暖的太阳底下睡过去了。我梦见那个跟我没有任何关系的老头，他像猴子一样灵巧地蹬着遗像底下的八仙桌，把那件紫色的衣服从遗像上脱下来。

醒来后，遗像上的我奶奶果然又恢复了黑袄黑裤。傍晚，我爸妈回来后，我对他们说了这件事。他们骂我：“编瞎话！”

我没有编瞎话。

Introduce:I had made two terrible dreams, up to now remain fresh in one's memory. That is a room that close. Without the window, there is the lamp on ceiling, bright light is shot. House midpoint, have a piece of high bed, there is black list on the bed. Divide this, what don't have again. I do not look to give the function of this room. Have small fat person stands in bedside, he is wearing unlined long gown, wearing guaze mask. That unlined long gown and guaze mask are black, he laughs at chant chant ground to looking at me. I can see, his nutrition is pretty good, and had gotten very good education. My home is very poor, I grow, never had eaten breakfast. And, I had not read an university, connect even first 2 did not read, without person think much of sb I. Accordingly, I see him, feel I and he is not one passerby. Although, he laughs amiably, but it is a bit dangerous that I still feel this room appears. I am stretchy nose smell smell, smell the flavour of venom of disappear of Er of a lysol. I feel, this should be the what cure room of the hospital. But, I smelled again then a bloody gas. I trembled. Asperse the place of lysol Er, affirm blooded odour. I put down a heart to come, go in step by step. The person that wears unlined long gown still is looking at me in ground of chant laugh chant, my hair stood suddenly to rise I discover ─ ─ , this person back does not have shadow! I looked round to look, one side wall is actually from the back, then so the door is a decoy. I had turned round, like sheep one looks at him. "Do you run what? " his mouth says at the back of guaze mask. "You how doesn't …… have shadow? " " this is surgery. " on his finger, laugh laugh at the ground to say, "This is shadowless lamp. " I believe him a bit it seems that, low first, I view my base, the heart was full of scared ─ ─ again he is lying! I have sign! At that time, he also saw my sign, frightened suddenly ground pop eye, the shriek rises: "You have sign! " the lamp is abrupt destroyed completely ─ ─ I decline from inside bright dream, fall was in in actual darkness, it is midnight at this moment. When my grandma is dead, I am small still, fastening fresh red scarf, in unsurpassed Di Xiaozhen reads elementary school. I had met my grandma only 3, her remarry gets along with an old man, that old man does not have any relations with me. She lives in to cry in 20 anonymous village, leave unsurpassed emperor small to press down about 30 lis of roads. The earliest, she follows my Mom two individual be difficult with sb, later, ill feeling bigger and bigger, she also had enemy to complain to my pa. The impression that the grandma gives me sits tonguelessly on kang namely, smoke small-bowled long-stemmed pipe, grow long small-bowled long-stemmed pipe. Nose of choke of flavour of black sticky substance of a smoke. She is fast 70 years old, hair still very